Lol..I thought you were my good friend. But it all end up to be juz one-sided. I choose to believe the person who told me about that. Sorry, but seems like I'm gonna treat you differently.

I think maybe it was juz all a misunderstanding ba..I don't know. Don't know who to believe now:( Cuz both seems convincing................I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW!!!


Thanks for making me waste $1.80 and time at LAN.

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I once had a friend..We cared for each other, i guess. We will stay in contact via SMS every single day, excluding school holidays. Maybe 'cause we're both busy with our own stuff then. It all lasted for 2 years..

Forced by circumstances, we had to part on the 3rd year. The chances of us meeting got lesser..our common topic got fewer. Then it came to none. It feels as though I have so much to say yet, none came out. Now, we just......pretend not to know each other?

Life's such a strange thing.


Hiiiiiiiiii.

I passed A.Maths binomial test! Heh with a 10/20^^ What a pleasant surprise, isn't it!! I thought I was going to fail...:P POA remedial is damn lame cuz it's not even a remedial..She juz want us to waste our time there doing some paper when I PASS. tmd!

YAY! I'm going Sakae to have the students' buffet tmr :B Can't wait!! Craving for their fried tofu and cha soba!! Moreover, cha soba is a Healthier Choice:)! God, give me strength to have a huge appetite tomorrow:D


期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
你的存在 心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

:)


"Even if she's cheating us of our money, at least she bothers to walk around asking for donations despite her being so old."

Lol. I'm not a kind person so I can't believe, and don't recall that I said that to t2.

Wth..I forgot my ponschretain account's password and I'm devastated even though ponschretain only has 1 friend in livejournal cuz that's Chelle! Hahahaha not funny.


Byebye, sunflower......


Juz came back from Grandma's birthday dinner. The food was juz...alright la. But not as good as last year's though:/

Had sakae buffet with Baby today! :B The cashier tried to scam us cuz the bill ended up to be $46 instead of $32(or somewhere near there)! Oh..and did sth real bad while eating :P lol

Lastly..

Happy 10th Month, Baby~!! I Love You:)!


HELLO EVERYONE I AM NOT BEE CHING I AM THE.... poser(gasp!)
hahaha I am so in love with bee ching that I must impersonate her and pretend that I am her cus: She is so cool worxz!
Okay I'm sure everyone wants to know who I am.

Feel free to add me at
oldmischief_marcelle@hotmail.com

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Set Perfectionist, prone to anger or irrationality. Aspects of Duality. Colors: male: turquoise, female: black Compatible Signs: Geb, The Nile Dates: May 28 - Jun 18, Sep 28 - Oct 2 Role: God of chaos, evil, the desert, war, violence, conflict, and sandstorms Appearance: Form of a man, with the head of an unidentified donkey-like animal. He was sometimes seen as a pig or a hippo. Sacred animal: the mythical "Set animal" What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign? Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Nothing to update leh..........................

Baby's birthday is on 15th Jan! :) Hope he enjoyed his day :B Hehe I luv you!

Hmmm caught One Missed Call @ PS with Chantelle, Bryan and T2. HAHA CHANTELLE IS A NOOB CUZ SHE SPILT NACHOS. t2 was scared and so i held her hand...but i think we scare the hell out of each other instead heh :B The show was not bad except for the ending-.- damn lame

And...

Someone tagged as me at Chantelle's blog juz to say "hey Chantelle Quek !"? err i know i'm damn lagged cuz i nvr use comp what!! oh and i got to say that the poser is damn noob cuz...

Firstly, I've never tagged her blog before. and if it's my first try...I won't say sth that lame.
Secondly, I don't put a space before my exclamation mark.

Haha so...don't be lame unless you're desperate for her to say "Hi!" to you


Went Zion today. there's this some nice Moo guy, black Radio guy and a Slutty person played with us. Slut is really freaking slutty cuz..he juz is. I HATE THAT SLUT CUZ HE'S A FREAKING SLUT WITH NO BOOBS BUT AN ADDITIONAL LAN JIAO OKAY. played Pudge Wars 5v3 with them but we lost..HAHA cuz we damn freaking noob can LOL. HAHA thanks whoever that saved me in Pudge Wars but it's fun:D I also got save people okay! mwahaha!

Dota. Used Viper. lol...worst viper experience ever although i'm not the feeder...(hint hint :B) hah but i still got my butterfly!! and i get to fly faster mwahaha! But the best thing is...I GOT THE AEGIS AGAIN MWAHAHA! but i passed it to Baby cuz he needs it :B I'm gonna use a new hero next time!! I'll try new one okay i had my fun with Mr Viper and Miss Drow Ranger already :B Can we play Sheep Tag next time plz? haha i play all sorts of misc. games or whatever you call them lol.

Haha then t2 juz told me online saying that..

I'm just a notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song. says (8:14 PM):
eh heh i'm like a crazy baby l.o.l o.O

haha so now you juz got to believe that she is crazy cuz she juz said that she is like a crazy baby when the term 'crazy baby' already sounds crazily crazy enough already-.-

I think I should post more so that the previous post can be pushed down..so yupp.

I HATE HYPOCRITES. I FREAKING HATE THEM OKAY. It's like..if you really like have a problem with us, then SAY IT OUT. Don't pretend to be nice on the surface but backstabbing us behind our backs can? That's like so childish can? It's like scully you take a knife stab me behind my back and i die I also won't know who in the world killed me? And if you want to know what are we talking about or what we are writing..then ASK. We might consider telling you cuz don't think we can't see you guyz 'tou miao-ing' us. Please lor, you tou miao people you think people won't see meh? You guyz muz be do too much of all these that's why you all thought that you are so good at this and think that WE WON'T KNOW. I have Super Vision, lame.

But plz, let me have the chance to tell you that..

Being a hypocrite won't do you any good. Your friends may backstab you anytime..You'll never know.

Oh and..Fuck you, you bastard cuz you didn't ask me bout the chinese holiday homework before you go offline even though I changed my Msn nick to "I KNOW THE CHINESE HOLIDAY HW!! ASK ME!!" for you to see. Okay la although I have no idea as to what the chinese hw is...but you don't even want to talk to me argh fuck you


WARNING: THIS POST IS NOT FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED.

But you can choose to proceed anyway, cuz nobody will care bout the warning and it's nothing that serious actually. Whatever lo. It's gonna be a long post.

Content below is copied from a website all bout killers...spree killers, mass killers, homo killers whatever also have.

Photos of the female victim, Renee Harteveli and the killer, Issei Sagawa.

" I am amazed. She's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. Tall, blonde, with pure white skin, she astonishes me with her grace. I invited her to my home for a Japanese dinner. She accepts. After the meal I asked her to read my favorite German Expressionist poem. As she reads i can't keep my eyes off her. After she leaves I can still smell her body on the bed sheet where she sat reading the poem. I lick the chopsticks and dishes she used. I can taste her lips. My passion is so great. I want to eat her. If I do she will be mine forever. There is no escape from this desire.

I arrange for her to read the poem for me once more. I lie to her. I tell her I want to record the poem on tape for my Japanese teacher. She believes. I prepare everything. The cassette recorder for the poem, the rifle for the sacrifice. She arrives on time. After drinking tea and whisky, she speaks. She smiles at me. But I know inside that I'm the strangest one of all. Her yellow sleeveless top shows off her beautiful white arms. I can smell her body.

I turn on the recorder. She starts to read . She speaks in perfect German. I reach for the rifle hidden beside the chest of drawers. I stand slowly and aim the riffle at the back of her head. I cannot stop myself.

There is a loud sound and her body falls from the chair onto the floor. It is like she is watching me. I see her cheeks, her eyes, her nose and mouth, the blood pouring from her head. I try to talk to her, but she no longer answers. There is blood all over the floor. I try to wipe it up, but I realize I cannot stop the flow of blood from her head. It is very quiet here. There is only the silence of death.

I start to take off her clothes. It is hard to take the clothes off a dead body. Finally it is done. Her beautiful white body is before me. I've waited so long this day and now it is here. I touch her ass. It is so very smooth. I wonder where I should bite first. I decide to bite the top of her butt. My nose is covered with her cold white skin. I try to beat down hard, but I can't. I suddenly have a horrible headache. I get a knife from the kitchen and stab it deeply into her skin.

Suddenly a lot of sallow fat oozes from the wound. It reminds me of Indian corn. It continues to ooze. It is strange. Finally I find the red meat under the sallow fat. I scoop it out and put it in my mouth. I chew. It has no smell and no taste. It melts in my mouth like a perfect piece of tuna. I look in her eyes and say: "You are delicious."

I cut her body and lift the meat to my mouth again and again. Then I take a photograph of her white corpse with its deep wounds. I have sex with her body. When I hug her she lets out a breath. I'm frightened, she seems alive. I kiss her and tell her I love her. Then I drag her body to the bathroom. By now I am exhausted, but I cut into her hip and put the meat in a roasing pan. After it is cooked I sit at the table using her underwear as a napkin. They still smell of her body.

Then I turn on the tape of her reading the German poem and eat. There is not enough taste. I use some salt and some mustard and it is delicious, very high quality meat. Then I go back to the bathroom and cut off her breast and bake it. It swells while it cooks. I serve the breast on the table and eat it with a fork and knife. It isn't very good. Too greasy. I try to cut into another part of her body. Her thighs were wonderful. Finally she is in my stomach. Finally she is in my stomach. Finally she is mine. It is the best dinner I've ever had.

Afterwards I sleep with her.

Next morning she is still here. She doesn't smell bad. Today I must finish cutting up her body.I have to put it into suitcases and sink it in the lake. It will be her grave.

I touch the cold body again and I wonder where I should start. I start to cut off all the meat before amputating the limbs. While I cut her calf I suddenly want to taste it. I see the beautiful red meat beneath the fat. I grasp her knee and her ankle, and tear it with my teeth. It is tender. I slowly chew and savor it.

After eating most of the calf I look at myself in the mirror. There is grease all over my face. And then I start to eat at random. I bite her little toe. It still smell of her feet. I stab the knife into her arch and see the red meat deep inside. I thrust my fingers inside and dig out the meat and put it in my mouth. It tastes okay. Then I stab the knife into her armpit. Ever since I saw it under her yellow sleeveless top I wondered how it would taste this good. The wonderful taste cheers me up and I devour her underarm up to the elbow.

Finally I cut off her private parts. When I touch the pubic hair it has a very bad smell. I bite her clit, but it won't come off, it just stretches. So I throw it in the frying pan and pop it in my mouth. I chew very carefully and swallow it. It is so sweet.

After I swallow it, I feel her in my body and get hot. I turn the body over and open her buttocks, revealing her anus. I scoop it out with my knife and try to put it in my mouth. It smells too much. I put it in the frying pan and throw it in my mouth. It still smells. I spit it out. I go into the next room. It smell of fat, like I've been frying a chicken.

It's been twenty-four hours now. Some huge flies hover and buzz in the bathroom. I try to chase them away, but they came back. They swarm on her face. They seem to tell me that I've lost her forever. It is no longer her. Where is she? She's gone far away. I've broken her. Like a child who breaks his toy. I try to use an electric knife to cut her body. It doesn't work. It just makes a loud sound. I use a hatchet. I strike several times. It's hard work. I strike her thigh. Her body jumps up. If she could feel, it would have hurt.

Finally the thigh separates from her body. I bite it again, like I would bite a chicken leg. Then I cut off her arms. It is even harder than the thigh. I use the electric knife again. It makes a shrill sound, like the sound of her shrill voice. It works this time. Her hand still wears a ring and a bracelet. When I see her long fingers I am driven by another impulse. I use her hand to masturbate. Her long fingers excite me.

When I'm finished I try to bite her finger. I can't. I'm disappointed. I put her hands into the plastic bag along with her legs. And then I see her face. It is still quiet. She has a small nose and a sweet lower lip. When she was alive I wanted to bite them. Now I can satisfy that desire. It's so easy to bite off her nose. As I chew the cartilage I can hear the noise. I use a knife to cut off more of the cartilage and put it in my mouth. It really doesn't taste very good. I scoop out her lower lip with my knife and put it in my mouth. It has hard skin. I decide to eat it later when I can fry it. So I put it in the refrigerator.

I want her tongue. I can't open her lower jaw, but I can reach in between her teeth. Finally it comes out. I cut it off and put it in my mouth. It's hard to chew. I see my face in the mirror. Her tongue entwined with my tongue. I try to close my mouth, but her tongue slips out. Finally I cut the skin off the tongue and taste the meat.

I try to eat her eyes. It's hard for me to stab into them, though it is the easiest part of her face. I can tears coming from them. It frightens me. Her eyes are all that is left of her face. It is nearly a skull.

I decide to take out her stomach. When I stab under her navel a little fat appears and then I can see the red meat under the fat. I slice a piece of the red meat and put it on a plate. Then I stab into the stomach. The internal organs appear. There is a great length of rolled tubes and I find a gray bag at the end of the tubes. It must be the bladder. There is a strong smell as soon as I pick it up. I thrust my hand into her body cavity. There is another bag. It must be her womb. If she had lived she would have had a baby in this womb. The thought depresses me for a moment.

I pull out the intestines. My hands sting from the digestive juices. At last I have to cut off her head. It is the most difficult thing I have to do. I cut off the meat on her neck until I can see bone, then I cut again. She still wears her necklace. I try to use the electric knife, but it doesn't work very well. It just makes its shrill sound.

So I use the hatchet. I imagine myself on the guillotine. It is surprisingly easy to cut through. With the head gone her body is now only flesh. When I grab the hair and hang up the head, I realize I am a cannibal. I put the head in a plastic bag. I separate the body and put it into two plastic bags. They are heavy. It is hard to put them into the suitcases. I am finished. It is midnight. I call a taxi.

I am back home. I turn the TV and open the refrigerator. I put the dishes on the glass table. I recognize each pieces of meat. This is part of her hip and this is part of her thigh. I fry them on the stove. I set the table. There is mustard, salt, pepper and sauce. I put her underwear beside the dish. I sniff it and look at a nude woman in a magazine. I try to remember which part of her is in my mouth, but it is difficult to connect the meat with a body. It just seems like a piece of meat. I continue to eat her body until I am caught. Each day the meat becomes more tender, each day the taste is more sweet and delicious. "

Cool?

The woman is really beautiful...gorgeous eyes. but she trusted the wrong guy...sad. Don't ever judge a book by its cover, that's so true. Issei Sagawa don't look like a killer at all... this teaches you to not trust a person easily.


school's been such a bore. especially without eeron..!! it's 100% MORE boring (eeron i knw you're waiting for me to say this, lol) and being a sec4 is so stressed cuz time is short..extremely short. feel like i juz entered chung cheng or sth:/

went zion on either first or second day of school..HAHA i got the aegis!! good start for the Dota Queen title rofl. i'm a pro clicker hah can be Maple PQ leader or whatever. Chantelle and I got HOLY SHITTTTT!! with her Shadow Fiend and my Drow Ranger lol. we're pro okay! girls also can own at com games lo:)


Baby's late today again-.- then we head for ps to meet my sisters and their husband/boyfriend..!! had jap food for lunch! the total was $160 lol...think it's alot-.- my baby was so shy juz nw! extremely quiet :P imagine a quiet James..............extraordinary.

then came back my hse for dinner after shopping. my baby had a nap! then..lol. my baby was so so so so so shy at the dining table! but he's still so adorable:D oh we watched I am Legend today!! haha stupid ending sia..damn stupid-.- stupid-ly stupid. damn stupid-lystupid stupid. okay it's juz stupid.

anyway, Eeron! I will miss you cuz i will feel so lonely without you and your company..and lessons will be 99.99% more boring than usual~ not only becuz of your sexy party lol. and of course cuz you're a good friend~!!! :)

I'm bc,
and i love my Baby who's more adorable than you
by 4786948503 times alot(and 炎亚纶)!!!!!!!!! :D

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